If You Find Me

If You Find Me There are some things you can t leave behind A broken down camper hidden deep in a national forest is the only home fifteen year old Carey can remember The trees keep guard over her threadbare existen

There are some things you can t leave behind A broken down camper hidden deep in a national forest is the only home fifteen year old Carey can remember The trees keep guard over her threadbare existence, with the one bright spot being Carey s younger sister, Jenessa, who depends on Carey for her very survival All they have is each other, as their mentally ill mother coThere are some things you can t leave behind A broken down camper hidden deep in a national forest is the only home fifteen year old Carey can remember The trees keep guard over her threadbare existence, with the one bright spot being Carey s younger sister, Jenessa, who depends on Carey for her very survival All they have is each other, as their mentally ill mother comes and goes with greater frequency Until that one fateful day their mother disappears for good, and two strangers arrive Suddenly, the girls are taken from the woods and thrust into a bright and perplexing new world of high school, clothes and boys.Now, Carey must face the truth of why her mother abducted her ten years ago, while haunted by a past that won t let her go a dark past that hides many a secret, including the reason Jenessa hasn t spoken a word in over a year Carey knows she must keep her sister close, and her secrets even closer, or risk watching her new life come crashing down.

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  1. Emily is a writer, a poet, and a lover of books There s never a time she s without a book Her debut novel, IF YOU FIND ME, Released in 2013 through St Martin s Griffin and Orion Indigo UK.IF YOU FIND ME, a Carnegie Medal 2014 longlister and a Waterstones Children s Book Prize 2014 shortlister, is also a YALSA BFYA selection of 2014, has earned starred reviews from Booklist, Kirkus, and School Library Journal, was named a New York Times Book Review Editors Choice for June 2013 and a Booklist Youth Editors Choice for 2013, along with being named to the TAYSHA and Blue Hen 2014 reading lists IF YOU FIND ME was also nominated for the Choice Awards Best Books of 2013 in the Best Debut Author and Best Young Adult Fiction categories.IF YOU FIND ME is will be available in Dutch, German, Spanish, simple Chinese, Italian and Korean.When she s not reading or writing, you ll find Emily caring for her horses, dogs and family on a ranch in rural Arizona, where the desert s tranquil beauty and rich wildlife often enter into her poetry and writing Emily s other passion is saving equines from slaughter She uses her writing to raise awareness of this inhumane practice, with the goal of ending the slaughter of America s horses and burros through transport to slaughterhouses in Canada and Mexico.She provides sanctuary to abused and slaughter saved equines who dazzle her daily with their gentle gratitude in exchange for security, consistency, food and love As Mahatma Gandhi said, Be the change you want to see in the world Emily hopes her penchant for writing will do just that.All in all, she s a lefty in a right handed world, writing her way through life and smearing ink wherever she writes.

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  1. 4.5 stars If You Find Me is a stunning debut that explores the consequences of child neglect.The heart of this book is beautiful There is poetic soul beneath the rough edges of backwoods dialect and unpolished story, and the honesty in the book s emotional journey shines through even when Carey is angry or scared And while the ending may have felt a little too neat in some ways, there is redemptive and truthful quality to this girl s story that I respond to strongly After all those years of livi [...]


  2. 4.5 I CANNOT believe that I nearly got rid of this book without reading it I had heard so many mixed reviews previous to starting the book, and they nearly turned me off completely But then I read the first two pages and was immediately sucked in.It has been a while since I ve read a really good book about family, AND THIS ONE FIXED THAT This book is all about survival, coping with difficult living situations, and the insanely strong bond of two sisters I cared so much for the characters, and th [...]



  3. In most recent news IF YOU FIND ME has been optioned for film twitter leftywritey statu Popcorn flying everywhere And as many continue to ask, yes, there is an epilogue You can find it in the paperback edition of the novel.As always, thank you for your kind words, your thoughtful reviews and your touching, heartfelt letters It s a privilege to know Carey s journey has touched so many hearts and set so many of you on courageous journeys of your own.Where there s life, there s hope, and where ther [...]


  4. Believe the hype.If You Find Me is one of those rare books that so expertly, sadly, wonderfully, horrifically captures the protagonist s pain But not just pain Their resilience, determination, fear and hope too Fans of heartbreakingly powerful stories by authors such as Sara Zarr and Courtney Summers will surely fall in love with this story A story which dragged my heart mercilessly along the ground without once feeling melodramatic or cliche or overdone Emily Murdoch s debut is truly fantastic [...]


  5. Actual rating 2.5If You Find Me is a novel with a lot of heart but, unfortunately, isn t very realistic in terms of plot, character development, or in its portrayal of the child welfare system If You Find Me tells the story of fourteen year old, Carey Blackburn, who lives in the wilderness with her younger sister, Jenessa, and her increasingly absent bipolar, meth addicted mother, who abducted Carey when she was four years old Carey is the primary caregiver for her sister and is responsible for [...]


  6. 4.5 starsI knew it I knew I should follow my instincts and stay far, far away from this book, but as usual, I let you people convince me with your wonderful reviews and look where it got me I am heartbroken and depressed And I ate ice cream than one person should in a lifetime I hope you re happy with yourselves.If you find me, take me home, I d written.The story that poured out of Emily Murdoch and onto these pages is extraordinary in many ways, but above all, in that it defies analysis and pr [...]


  7. A book is a living, breathing thing It spends the first chapters of it s life curled up in the mind, symbiotic with its creator as it grows fat and round Emily MurdochI m so very glad that this book grew into being I picked up this small book when I saw it on my friend Jenny s favorite s list I didn t really imagine what a punch these 245 pages could begin to deliver.Carey is fourteen and taking care of her sister Jenessa in a camper Not just any camper these girls have no running water, no heat [...]


  8. A deep and emotional journey into the lives of two very special girls, If You Find Me is a wonderfully inspiring story that brings us past the unimaginable horror it inhibits and makes it about hope instead, about second chances.We meet Carey and Jenessa who are living or surviving in their mama s old camper in the woods This immediately captured both my heart and rapt interest, seeing two very young girls having to fend for themselves in such cruel ways I could see from the start how much Carey [...]


  9. 3.5 5 stars A beautiful story about survival, family and the strong bond between siblings My favourite part about this book was definitely the relationship between the two sisters which was incredibly heart warming and heartbreaking at the same time However, I did have some problems with this book and specifically the portrayal of some of the characters, especially Delaney.


  10. So woah that was incredibly dark and I didn t quite expect thatd obviously I LOVED IT I mean, I don t love what happened But I loved the story and I loved the writing andh, it was an incredible book BUT SO DARK Like I felt literally sick inside at the end I want to scoop up these characters and protect them forever because they are brave but tragic beans and my herat bleeds for them YES MY VULCAN HEART HAD AN EMOTION That is saying a lot, right The story really reminded me of Searching for Skywi [...]


  11. You can listen to If You Find Me playlist in 8tracks Review also posted at Young Adult Hollywood I read If You Find Me in one sitting down beside my sister I was fighting back the tears throughout the whole ordeal, but once in a while I would catch myself casually wiping the mist in my eyes I instantly connected with this book s prose and characters Truth be told, I ached for this book over and over again.If You Find Me follows the story of two sisters who lived in the deepest part of the woods [...]


  12. This was good for 100 pages Truly, I was somewhat enjoying If You Find Me Okay, the pacing wasn t great, but it was just starting to get good as section one ended, and I was desperate to start section two And then it immediately fell off into the abyss of girl hate surrounding a boy and instalovey romance being what makes a rape victim feel better about herself.I am not kidding when I say I went from enjoying this to hating it in around thirty seconds Section two starts off with Carey being hate [...]


  13. This is a pretty heartbreaking story, and I found it a difficult read There s no other way for me to say this without sounding like a horrible parson lacking empathy, but it was frustrating for me to read this book from Carey s point of view, because her world view is so warped from all the abuse she has suffered, and all the brainwashing her mother has put her through.After nearly a decade of being kidnapped by her mentally unstable and drug addicted mother, Carey and her half sister Jenessa we [...]


  14. If You Find Me was a story that took me through a whole range of emotions, and tore out my heart at times, but for the most part, it was a story filled with hope Fifteen year old Carey has been raised in woods with her little sister Jenessa by their mother, both isolated from the outside since for most of her life Thanks to her mother, Carey has always been under the impression they ran to escape her dangerous father Her life in the woods has been no picnic total understatement , but she always [...]


  15. There s no mistaking the fact that If You Find Me is a thoroughly compelling, affecting, and poignant read, and the fact that it is a debut novel makes those attributes all the impressive At first, I wasn t entirely sure whether or not If You Find Me would be something I d end up liking, putting into consideration I m not the type of reading who goes actively out of their way for deep and poignant novels concerning child abuse and topics similar to child abuse, but I am unquestionably satisfied [...]


  16. I received this book from the First Reads Program in exchange for an honest review.If You Find Me by Emily Murdoch is a haunting read that will stay with you long after it s done The novel stars Carey, a teenaged girl who has been living in an abandoned camper in the woods for years with her younger sister, Jenessa, who she has taken care of, while her druggie mother has been in and out of town and eventually, missing, for the past two months The two girls get discovered by social services and C [...]


  17. 3.3 StarsJeez, what is there to say Did I enjoy it Not really, but it was written well, though slightly underdeveloped.


  18. I wasn t as enthralled with this book as everyone seems to be I gave it a reluctant 3 stars because it was very readable, and Murdoch graced her protagonist, Carey, with a unique voice But that s not to say this book was without problems Carey and her little sister, Nessa, live in the woods with their meth addicted, bipolar mother Nessa has never known civilization she is the product of a random fuck with yet another dealer willing to take sex as payment Carey was kidnapped by her mother when sh [...]


  19. 4.5 Stars for this touching story of survival and love Carey and Ness Jenessa live in the woods, in a old dirty trailer, hidden from the rest of civilization.Their absent mother often leaves them alone for weeks on end while in search of drugs and drink.Carey knows that they are there for their own safety Taken away from their father.You see Careys father did bad things to her and her mother which resulted in Careys mother kidnapping her and bringing her out to hide in the woods.After Ness is bo [...]


  20. If ever there is tomorrow when we re not together there is something you must always remember You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think But, the most important thing is, even if we re apart I ll always be with you on beans I pray Incredibly amazing It always seems to be those amazing and moving books I experience that give me the most difficulty when attempting to put my reactions and emotions into words If you were able to see the scribbled notes and sc [...]


  21. Carey and Janessa live in the woods Nessa s been there her entire young life but Carey s had a taste of the outside world, way back in the day Their mother brought them there to protect them, but mom is never around She s always out, looking for a way to feed the girls, for a way to keep them safe The story begins when that all changes Carey and Nessa are taken from their home in the woods by authorities, who introduce them to their biological father and inform them they re going to be released [...]


  22. I m like Ness s broken legged chipmunk, which had to be shaken and poked out of the birdcage once it healed, preferring the familiar, even if the familiar was a jail Home is home I read this book with sad eyes and a hand clutched to my chest If You Find Me me is a deeply affecting story of what happens after a girl, Carey 14 , and her little sister Janessa 6 , is reintroduced to society after spending a life isolated in the woods, with a drug addicted, bipolar and just flat out despicable mother [...]


  23. I think I need to reconsider one of my pet peeves.After you read around in a genre, you start to develop your tastes You learn to decipher tricky synopsises and read the codes to find the stories you would like, and you also learn about your own pet peeves One of mine, as it turned out, is cutesy child characters Namely, cutesy child characters that serve little purpose outside of motivation for the protagonist and a magnet for our sympathy I despise poorly done characters as a rule, but it s ev [...]


  24. This was such a beautifully told tale kept me glued at page one and I finished it in one sitting The only qualm was that I felt the second half moved a little too quickly compared to the first half I highly recommend this 4.5 stars.


  25. Carey and Jenessa are living in a camper in the woods, surviving on beans and whatever else they can find for food Used to their mother coming and going, often disappearing for long periods of time, they don t think anything different of this time until she doesn t come back Instead, two strangers find them and take them back to the world outside If You Find Me is a story of two sisters adapting to a new life, facing the painful truth of their past and confronting their mother s behaviour, but a [...]


  26. Wow, just wow.I was hooked from the beginning It s a story of survival of resilience and of the deep bond of sisterhood Emily Murdoch s writing is down to earth, matter of fact and progressively the little clues pile up to lead us to the truth I ve been bluffed all right, sucked into Carey and Jenessa s world, not wanting to stop reading for anything in the world.When Carey and Jenessa come face to face with this two strangers barging in their woods and their broken down camper, I was fearful ri [...]


  27. If you find me, take me home 4.5 maybe I admit itI got all teary eyed at some point And well, that doesn t happen that often Carey and Jenessa live in a camper in the heart of the woods It s been like this since their mom took them away, claiming that their dad was abusing them But now Carey s mom is never there And where she is she smells of smoke and meth and of the men she takes home with her So Carey takes care of her sister until, one day, they find them And they decide to take them home, s [...]


  28. Two little girls have somehow been surviving in the woods alone for years by themselves after being kidnapped by their methadict mother The mother has been gone for five weeks this time when a group of people, that seem to know them, come to take them to their father The oldest girl has some memory of modern life but for the youngest it is a huge culture shock to be brought into a normal home etcA great story of love, respect and forgiveness The growth and strength of the girls is truly amazing [...]


  29. Heartbreaking, poignant tale of survival Tissues required If You Find Me by Emily Murdoch is a poignant, heartbreaking story of survival under horrid circumstances It s not your usual young adult novel It s the story of an extraordinary girl who raises her little sister alone in a trailer in the Tennessee woods, mere miles away from her father The story is narrated by Carey, the 14 year old heroine of the story Every so often there are flashbacks to Carey s past and how she and her sister Jeness [...]


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